New Beginnings

Damnnnnnn, eghhhh I was so mad. I had just spent my last few dollars on gas and taco bell. I was literally broke as shit. I sat on the couch as I stared at my Nacho Bell Grande on the floor.  I was sooo hungry that I contemplated eating it off the floor.  That thought was quickly removed because the place I was staying wasn’t the cleanest.  I was with a friend of a friend who  was looking out on the strength of my home girl. I really couldn’t trip or judge but cleanliness wasn’t her strong suit. I was thankful I had somewhere to stay considering living with my bff was a bust.  It turns out that we really didn’t know each other as well as we thought we did. I decided it was best that I remove myself from that situation but it was scary and I was on the brink of moving back home. I was a girl from Milwaukee trying to figure out Atlanta and my anxiety was off the charts.

     Man I didn’t think I would last but my Mother told me to give it at least a year. It was a huge adjustment. I had went from having my own apartment, decent job and car to sleeping on a couch and no job. It was tough, hell just getting use to the highway driving was trying. I knew once I got a job things would fall in place. I learnt quickly that I had to depend on myself. I finally had a job and before I knew it, I was just another crazy commuter driving fast as hell down 75 into Buckhead. Everything became so exciting and adventurous. By the time I had completed a full year I was totally in love with Atlanta.  I knew I would never move back to Milwaukee. I didn’t think I would ever experience this sort of excitement again but I find myself experiencing a sort of rebirth now. I’m owning it too and boy it feels so freakin good.

This 3 piece set was designed and sewn by muah. I love it because its so comfy yet fashionable. It has an easy breezy vibe.  I have lots to share with you every week! I plan on giving you a glimpse of a modern woman who meditates, designs her own clothes, gives you updates on my weekend adventures and of course my spin on fashion. Stay tuned Bellas, it only gets better from here. Leave your girl a comment below. Have a fabulous week!

                                

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  1. Danaz y Bailey
    May 1, 2018 / 2:43 pm

    Damnnnn is an understatement! Reading what you have gone through sounds amazingly adventurous, scary, yet entertaining.(Taco Bell LOL) Needless to say that I can’t wait to hear more about your courageous journey moreover witness how you administer your creative juices by pouring it into FASHION. Along with offering the in’s and out’s of a modern day lifestyle something that I very much need as I am a busy middle age mom on the go:)

    Im looking forward to the journey!!

    DB

  2. Lauren
    May 1, 2018 / 3:20 pm

    I knew this was your calling Sis!!!! I’m extremely proud of you and your future endeavors to come!!!! You are a remarkable friend and an incredible fashionista!!! It’s crazy but I remember moving to ATL and being scared out of my mind!! Wayne gave me the position at Nordys and that’s where I met a true individual MERCEDES!!!! I truly believe you are going to rock this out!!!! I love you girl and I can’t wait to see your work and can’t wait to rock it myself!!!!!! Love always, Lauren S

  3. Rebecca
    May 1, 2018 / 4:45 pm

    This is very courageous of you. In a world of fakery and foolery, it’s great to read something real. No one talks about the struggle as if it’s all perfect. I guess the more “perfect” the more likes..!?! Oh and that Creation made and modeled by you is really nice. I can’t wait to purchase and see more. I hope this reaches many young girls so they know, the struggle is real and part of the Process.

  4. Normandie Stroter
    May 1, 2018 / 6:04 pm

    The is awesome!! Very well needed. I can relate. Bit like you there was no way I was going back to the cold! I fell in love with Atlanta as well!! And made it happen!!! Look forward to next week’s post!!

  5. Anonymous
    May 20, 2018 / 11:33 am

    You are amazing and so inspiring!!! I love you so much more! Your strength and testimony’s shows how strong and determined you really are!! You rock!!

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